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Spineshank lyrics

Album: Self-Destructive Pattern [2003]

Tracks12
 01  Violent Mood Swings
 02  Slavery
 03  Smothered
 04  Consumed (Obsessive Compulsive)
 05  Beginning of the End
 06  Forgotten
 07  Self-Destructive Pattern
 08  Tear Me Down
 09  Stillborn
 10  Falls Apart
 11  Fallback
 12  Dead to Me
all Spineshank lyrics



Violent Mood Swings
Off the new album Self Destructive Pattern!

Motherfuck the way you think
You never made sense anyway
Building up to tear it down
You're codependant on apathy

By design you fucking sterilize
So you desensitize
Make it easier to swallow
Self-involved, you fucking took it all
Who's gonna take the fall
'Cause its never gonna be the same
Change

Don't wanna see
Don't wanna think
Don't wanna speak for yourself
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
And it shows

Repetition paves the way
All for you to weaken and sedate
So contrived and watered down
A fucking shadow of what should've been

Isolate so you can separate
And fucking terminate
To diffuse the situation
Force on me a common enemy
With no identity
Now it's showing your perception too
Too

Don't wanna see
Don't wanna think
Don't wanna speak for yourself
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
And it shows

You will never see
You will never see
You will never see
You will never see

Don't wanna see
Don't wanna see
And it shows
Don't wanna think
Don't wanna think
And it shows

It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
And it shows

Don't wanna see
Don't wanna think
Don't wanna speak for yourself
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
It's like a fucking disease
And it showsback to top
Slavery
Off the new album Self Destructive Pattern!

I've given up everything 'til it seems so fucking wrong
I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone
You're just a victim
Of your own decisions
And your desperation
Is like watching an accident

I reject the way you need
To hurt yourself to get to me
I will break away from you
My regret is knowing you

You've thrown away everything and you hope I sympathize
It's kind of like slavery to a world of fucking lies
You're not the victim
Of your own addictions
And your desperation
Now you won't get my sympathy

I reject the way you need
To hurt yourself to get to me
I will break away from you
My regret is knowing you

This feels like slavery
This ends it all

I reject the way you need
To hurt yourself to get to me
I will break away from you
My regret is knowing you

This feels like slavery
This ends it allback to top
Smothered
the blackened cold reminds me
of all the distance we have crossed
and if your darkness blinds me
i could never be more lost

but i'm not the one who seeks your protection
i'm not the one to share their disguise
and i'm not the one who reeks of rejection
i'm not the one to test the same way twice

you push from the inside (smothered)
you push from the inside out (smothered)
you push from the inside (smothered)
you push from the inside out

here all your walls surround me
their closing in they've locked my side
the violins surround me
found me when i could not find

but i'm not the one to take your direction
i'm not the one who wears thier disguise
and i'm not the one to share your relection
i'm not the one to break the same way twice

you push from the inside (smothered)
you push from the inside out (smothered)
you push from the inside (smothered)
you push from the inside out

i will never win
i will never win with you
i will never win
i will never win with you

i'll reach you i'll feel you
alone and no more than you know
i'll hate you i still do
everytime you let me go

you push from the inside (smothered)
you push from the inside out (smothered)
you push from the inside (smothered)
you push from the inside out

i will never win (you push from the inside)
i will never win (you push from the inside)
i will never win (you push from the inside)
i will never win (you push from the inside)

smothered...i'm smotheredback to top
Consumed (Obsessive Compulsive)
Spineshank - Consumed(Obsessive Cumpolsive)



Off the new album Self Destructive pattern!

Punctured lungs

I'm out of breath
This time I'm suffocating
I've had enough now
Too numb there's no resisting
Becoming one
With all your failure
No coming back now
This bridge has been burned

Try to cut the cord
Tear away
Or I will never be the same
Trust breaks like bone
Violence shows
Reject and throw it all away

Consume the fight in me
Suspend reality
If it stops the room from spinning
Repressed identity
Escape reality

You killed the cause
This keeps repeating
Live through the loss now
Redeem your enemies
Recycled thoughts
Feed your delusion
Your lie outgrows you
Becomes its own truth

Still it seems so wrong
The way you think
And I will never understand
Faith broke like bone
Weakness shown
You lost and threw it all away

Consume the fight in me
Suspend reality
If it stops the room from spinning
Repressed identity
Escape reality
If it stops the room from spinning

Puncture my lungs

I've never felt your emptiness
It makes me sick now
Obsessive with your reasons
Compulsive with your failure

Try to cut the cord
Tear away
Or I will never be the same
Trust breaks like bone
Violence shows
Reject and throw it all away

Consume the fight in me
Suspend reality
If it stops the room from spinning
Repressed identity
Escape reality
If it stops the room from spinning

How can you live with yourself?back to top
Beginning of the End
Off the New album Self Destructive Pattern

The irritation we're pretending not to show
Has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago
I know that

I don't ever want to be the one to make you forget it
I don't ever want to be the one to make you resent it
I don't ever want to be the one to make you repress it
I don't ever want to be, ever want to be, ever want to be

It's the beginning of the end
And I don't know where we lost control
It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I am all alone

Interrogation has replaced the trust we had
Your misguided accusations helping me to turn my back
I know that

I don't ever want to be the one to make you divide it
I don't ever want to be the one to make you deny it
I don't ever want to be the one to make you deprive it
I don't ever want to be, ever want to be, ever want to be

It's the beginning of the end
And I don't know where we lost control
It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I am all alone

I thought that we would find our way
I thought our life would be ok
I thought that you believed in me
But now it seems so far away

The life we knew before is gone
There is no compromising
The life you save will be your own
To find your inner senses

It's the beginning of the end
And I don't know where we lost control
It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I know that I am all aloneback to top
Forgotten
From the New Album Self Destructive Pattern

You're the one who
You're the one who steals the life from
I'm the one who feels the falling
I believe you're nothing but a problem
Everything is so fake
You're just a motherfucking sight to see
And time will block the vision
Life with you is so vague
It's like I'm living in a dream

I have wondered why this always happens
Everything just falls away
Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten
It's so close but it's so far away

You're the one who
You're in disbelief of what you
Thought you could achieve, or try to
Once I thought this life was never ending
Must've been my mistake
You're just a motherfucking accident
Offending yet amusing
I should have known that you
And your intentions weren't for me

I have wondered why this always happens
Everything just falls away
Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten
It's so close but it's so far away

You're the one who fed the violence
I'm the one who broke the silence
I will sew the hole you left inside me
Leaving you in the past
I will release

I have wondered why this always happens
Everything just falls away
Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten
It's so close but it's so far awayback to top
Self-Destructive Pattern
Spineshank
Self-Destructive Pattern

Feel the tension of rejection
Bleach it out with therapy
The confusion exseclusion
Turns into my deformity

Never trust it, maladjusted
I've become my own worst enemy
The aggravation in my fixation
Keeps it all controlled inside of me

See it all collapsing, it's all around me
This condition is killing me
The isolation still surrounds me
In remission but it's killing me

It's what I can't control
What I can't control
What I can't control in me

Born again I feel so hollow
Torn again my senses fade
Mourn again without the sorrow
Born again without the blame

Force a new sollution, it's all inside me
In remission but it's killing me
Evolution is divided
In remission but it's killing me

I can't increase the treatment
It won't suppress the feelings
Or stop the way I'm getting
Used to the pain

Breaking down
Self-destructive patternback to top
Tear Me Down
You wear a cheap disguise
Your only vice until the end
Don't have an alibi, you never try
You just condemn
You pressure everything
You never bring, you take away
I can no longer breathe
You've taken me and everything too

Far, to me it's so disgusting
Wrong, I'll push myself away
Far, my sanity is rusting
Wrong, I look the other way

This is a war I can't fight
I can't let you tear me down
I will ignore all these lies
You will never tear me down

I sit and contemplate
How you sedate what's in my head
I will not instigate or emulate
I won't pretend
You'll never understand
You just demand to get your way
How all of this began
I never ran and now it's gone too

Far, to me it's so disgusting
Wrong, I'll push myself away
Far, my sanity is rusting
Wrong, I look the other way

This is a war I can't fight
I can't let you tear me down
I will ignore all these lies
You will never tear me down

Never tear me downback to top
Stillborn
I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself
I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind
I don't think you want to undermine
I don't think you want the bottom line
I don't think you want to see inside this god that you've created

No, you don't even listen
You don't even hear me until I scream at you
Now, I see your intention
A new intervention just to wear me down
Breed, selected division
You're on a collision course with your beliefs
Find a new evolution
You're full of solutions now that you're born again

Reborn
Like a motherfucking
Stillborn
All devoid of feeling
Reborn
Like a motherfucking
Stillborn
All devoid of feeling

I don't think you'll ever be the one to take the blame yourself
I don't think you'd even want to try to see through different eyes
I don't think you want to sacrifice
I don't think you want to fucking try
I don't think you want to step outside this lie that's been imbedded

Think, it's all a delusion
Relieve your confusion when you put me down
Fear, afraid to accept it
You only defend it 'cause it's handed down
Faith, it's all on the surface
It's only convenient when you follow through
No, I'm not gonna give in
You're already beaten when you're born again

Reborn
Like a motherfucking
Stillborn
All devoid of feeling
Reborn
Like a motherfuckingr
Stillborn
All devoid of feeling

It's time to make the cut
And let you bleed for yourself on your own
Of all the things I need
Is just for you to stop from judging me


Sick
So get the fuck away from me
You make me sick
So stay the fuck away from me

Reborn
Like a motherfucking
Stillborn
All devoid of feeling
Reborn
Like a motherfucking
Stillborn
All devoid of feelingback to top
Falls Apart
Now your failure feeds the contempt

I can't sedate the way you break me down
I can't relieve the pain
I can't reduce the failure you've become
I can't accept the blame
Now

Now your failure that feeds the contempt

You imitate
The things you think
That isolate
What I want
I can't get through
It's never you
It's showing through
And it's wrong

You pushed me too far
And I'm tired now
It all falls apart
Now I'm finally down

I hate the way you turn this all around
So you can bleach your shame
Apology is not an option now
It won't erase the blame
Now

Now your failure that feeds the contempt

It's nothing new
I'll suffer through
It's all in you
And you're wrong
I compensate
You mutilate
It separates
And were done

You pushed me too far
And I'm tired now
It all falls apart
Now I'm finally down
(Pushing me too far)

I can't sedate the way you're breaking me
You're breaking me down

Now your failure that feeds the contempt

You pushed me too far
And I'm tired now
It all falls apart
Now I'm finally down
(Pushing me too far)back to top
Fallback
"Give me life, give me faith, give me something to see
Give me life, give me change, give me somwhere to be
Give me love, give me hate, tell me what to believe
I don't care who you're imitating

You think the worlds beginning
In truth it's really ending
My disillusioned mind is wasted away

Chorus:Until I break
Until I break
Until I fall back on my faith agin
Until my world, is caving in
Until I fall back on my faith again

Keep me dumb, keep me small, keep me closer to you
Keep it still, keep it all, keep away from the truth
Keep me here, keep me cool 'cause it's already done
Everything is always imitating

You are the one reflection
Created false rejection
I let you in and now you won't go away

Chorus:Until I break
Until I break
Until I fall back on my faith agin
Until my world, is caving in
Until I fall back on my faith again

I think the end is closer now
You took the life inside me now
Is the way you're judging, oh yeah
You are the one who's running now
running now
running now
running now

You are the one reflection
Created false rejection
I let you in and now you won't go away

Chorus:Until I break
Until I break
Until I fall back on my faith agin
Until my world, is caving in
Until I fall back on my faith again

Until I break
Until I break
Until I break
Until I break
Until I break "back to top
Dead to Me
Put on another face, they always take the place
Of all the things that you have become

Your instability is nothing new to me
It's always something that made you what you are

You're dead inside
You killed your pride
I won't be there
And no one cares
Your insecurity
The failure that it brings
And all your misery
Keeps coming back to me

Save yourself the pain
And go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today
I separate
For the rest of my life

You give me countless lies and hope I sympathize
You hit my only nerve and that is all it took

Separation now
Let it go, you let it go now
Evolution
Thrown away, you're thrown away, you're gone

I'm done with you
Don't follow through
I won't be there
'Cause you don't care
The way you're suffering
Is all the same to me
Your credibility
Killed your reality

Save yourself the pain
And go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today
I separate
For the rest of my life


Your delusion
Claim confusion
Easier to pass the blame on
All your hatred
Seems so wasted
You're the one who's dead inside me

You're fucking dead to meback to top
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